'the soul's paradox of love...'

it's weird to be stoked about something and sad at the same time.

it's strange how the answers to my fervent prayers are so good but they hurt a little.

but i guess it's really the reverse. the "but" is in the wrong place. the answers to my fervent prayers may hurt a little but they are so good in so many ways.

thank You merciful Jesus. heal her heart...

and bring him soon. please.